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This is my first blog so dont judge me im coming up with this off he top of my head so be patient nd I hope you enjoy them. This blog contains stories about Beyonce and Solange Knowles not jus Beyonce and Shawn Carter.



Saturday, May 4, 2013

The explanation

 Bey and Solo had escaped to the lady's room to powder their noses*

Bey: Girllll I had to pee *using the bathroom*

Solo:I know hell they jus sitting on my bladder *in the next stall doing the same thing*

Bey: Yes mines is too I hope I only have one not two I don't think I can handle two right off the back

Solo: Yes and after these two I am done

Bey: Hahaha yes girl but are you ready 

 Solo: Yes I mean Alan is good with Julez and Julez is ready to meet them so yes and plus I can't wait to finally say I have a daughter don't get me wrong I can't wait to meet my new son but I already have a son so I've been saying it for 8 years now its nothin new but saying I have a daughter is what I been anxiously waiting for

Bey: Aww thats sweet I can't wait to meet mines in February

Solo: Me either ima be an auntie and we gon have so many play dates *screams*

Bey*finishing up and walking out the stall to wash her hands* Ok Solo I get that your happy

Solo: Nooooooo Bey my water just broke they're coming now!!!!!!!

Bey: *ohhh shit she forreal* Ok Solo breathe and hold on to me and lets walk slowly 

Solo: Ok I'm so glad your here 

Bey: Me too

*they walk out the bathroom and start heading to the car everyone is talking so no one is really paying attention to them two walking from the bathroom*

Bey: SOLO'S WATER BROKE THE TWINS ARE COMING NOW!!!!*she screamed*

*everyone went into a panic racing to get Solo to the hospital. Jay and Alan ran up to Bey and Solo and helped them both in the car. Jay hopped in the front while Alan drove. Mama Tina grabbed Julez and sped off behind Alan with Ingrid. Everyone else followed too. 15 mins later they were pulling into the e.r. Bey helped Solo out and an nurse came out with a wheel chair and wheeled her back. Bey and Alan were allowed back and soon after so was Mama Tina and Julez. Solo was only dilated 6 centimeters but the doctors said it wouldn't take that long for her to reach 10 centimeters But in Solo's mind waiting is one things she hates doing so to her it sounded like the dr said it would take eternity for them to come*

Solo: Ughh *yelling* I wish they would hurry the fuck up and come I'm tired of being pregnant hell this is my last fuckin pregnancy ugh Alan I hate yo ugly ass for this shit

Julez:*scared* Mommy why are you so mean 

Solo: Awww Julez I'm sorry come here *hugs him* I don't mean to be mean i'm just in alot of pain cause of the babies that's all but once they come I will be better ok

Julez:*starts yelling and poking Solo's stomach* Hey you babies get out my mommy now you causing her alot of pain

*everyone laughs, then Solo starts screaming*

Solo: Omg they're coming get the Dr now

*Jay Yells out for the dr and he comes in and sees that Solo is already starting to crown, so immediately all the nurses rush In as Alan and Mama Tina grabs Solo's leg Jay takes Julez outside while Bey helps to keep Solo calm*
Bey: Wait Alan you take her hand I'll grab her leg 

*they switch*

Dr. Smurf: Ok push on 3 1...2...3 

*Solo pushes*

Dr. Ok now reach down and pull it out one 3 1....2....3

*Solo pulls her 2nd son out and starts to cry, Alan is in shock and about to pass out*

Dr.: Dad you wanna cut the umbilical cord

Alan: Ya I do *cuts the cord*

*the nurses take the baby and get him cleaned up*

Dr.: Ok ready for baby number two 

Solo: No I'm not but lets get this over I don't feel nothing though

Dr: Ok *the Dr looked and figured out that the next baby wasn't in position to come out so the Dr had to go in and change the baby. Solo? Well she started screaming at the top of her lungs*

Solo: AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

* Ja'Kori Princeton Knowles-Ferguson and Ja'Kaelynn Peyton Knowles-Ferguson were both born on October 8, 2012. With Kori weighing at 6 lbs 15 oz and Kaelynn weighing in at 6 lbs 20 oz. Both babies were healthy and full term and came out crying with two head full of hair and they looked exactly like Julez* 
3 MTHS LATER

Julez:*on the phone wit Bey* BB can i come to ur house the babies wont shut up nd im trynna play my game in peace 

Bey: Julez im not at home rite now but ill be back in a few hours and i will swing by and pick u up ok go pack your bags

Julez: yessss thank BB ur the best

Bey: i know Julez ill call u when i get done doin what i am doin ok 

Julez:ok bye 

Bey:*puts the phone down*

Jay: so he comin over 

Bey: ya i told him a couple of hours

Jay:good *goes back to eatin Beys honey pot

Bey: *moans* oh Jay ahhhhhhhhh

Jay: continues to eat til Bey cums again all over the sheets

Bey: baby mmmm i wanna ride 

Jay:well hop on 

*Bey hopped on slowly and Jay held her stomach and hips by now Bey was as big as walmart and needed help with everything. 

Bey:mmmm baby that feels so damn good 

Jay:i dnt know wat it is but its like yo pussy got tighter wetter and better once u got pregnant

Bey:ohhh shit bae ima cum 

Jay: hold it in baby not yet 

Bey: ok 
*they fuck for a few more mins til they both had an exploding orgasm*

ARE YALL DONE YET!! 
*a voice from the phone rang out* 


 




















Sunday, October 28, 2012

Uh Oh


WHEN WE LAST MET ON THE KNOWLES CHRONICLES...............

*Bey: *I was sound asleep and Jay was too when the vibration from his phone woke me I looked at his phone why?  Cuz I run this and some random number I never seen sent him a text. 'Baby I love you and miss you and she's NOT really pregnant with your child' is what it said what the fuck maybe he didn't put my love on top after all!!!

AND NOW WE CONTINUE........

Bey: *I put the phone back and laid back down I'm not gonna say anything I'ma let him tell me and see if he was serious about the change and about us being a family then he will change. I fell back asleep. I woke up before Jay and eased my way out of bed showered and cleaned up I went and started making breakfast. I had finished making the pancakes and putting them on the  table when I felt a strong man grab me from behind and pull me in I couldn't help but smile as I turned and met my baby face to face when kissed like never before and the next thing i know we were naked and he had me up the wall stroking me so very damn good. He deep throated me and I was in heaven. His kisses gave me life and he had me high like a kite. I couldn't say anything but moan this man is the reason I live* JAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY *moans* I..I LOVE YOU BABYYYYYYYYY*

Jay:I LOVE YOU TOO BABY *Damn I can't get enough of this woman she is right in my ear moaning and saying my name man I can't get deep enough on this wall hold on lemme lay her down. I laid her down on the couch and went deeper and deeper and she got louder and louder. Her nails dug deep in my back I'm giving her more kids now and she is losing her mind. She saying my name and then some shit I never heard before. SHIT!!!!* I yelled as she bit my neck i know its going to be a hickie later but oh well this woman is gonna put me in a hospital. With her legs cocked up, I'm swimming in her pussy and a nigga aint even trynna come up for air. I fucked her for about 15 more mins before we finally just both collapsed I made sure not to fall and crush my baby who was growing and who had probable just been beatin upside the head by daddy's dick but hey daddy been missing mommy so they just gon have to get used to it for now.  

Bey: We must never break up again I missed him so dam much and this spontaneous sex is just ugh no words can explain my poor baby done got its head beat in by their daddy's dick but oh well I heard its good for the baby and good for mama too cause I have been missing their daddy. We both just came and now we're laying here trying to catch our breaths neither one of us wanting to move. I looked around trynna find the remote to turn the ceiling fan on luckily it was right on the table behind the couch. I grabbed it and turned the fan on and we both just laid there letting the fan cool us off. I can't move, Jay can't move so I guess he just gon lay here with him inside of me until we both gain strength to move. 

Jay: Baby

Bey: Yes

Jay: I love you and only you 

Bey: I know

Jay: Ya um I got a text on my phone from someone saying she is in love with me and that your not pregnant

Bey: *I am at a lost for words I can't believe he just told me like that he does love me oh God this man is my dream come true* Oh really wow 

Jay: Yes and I know you already saw the message so don't try to act surprised 

Bey: Ok well dam baby you know me so well but it woke me up out of my sleep so I had to see what was going on

Jay: Ok then but why didn't you respond or say anything to me 

Bey: Cause I wanted you to know I trust you and wanted you to tell me and plus I didn't have time you came down and scooped me up off my feet and here we are naked and weak 

Jay: Well I have nothing more to say about the situation except I have no clue about that number and I deleted it, but baby you my all, my everything I live and breath you no one can make me weak like you do I was made to love you and only you 

Bey: Aww baby *kisses him*

Jay: *Looks Bey in her eyes* I love you baby and our little one that we created together

Bey: *after Jay said that to me I didn't want to do anything else but lay in his arms all day we laid there talking and flirting and soon our appetites  came back and somehow we managed to reheat the breakfast and we fed each other. We showered and laid around all day thinking of baby names* 

Jay: What about Shawn Jr. for a boy you know I want a boy so much but any baby will do as long as they're healthy I'm fine 

Bey: Me too but I really want a girl so I can do her like mama did me ya know dress me up spoil me and I want us to have the type of relationship me and mama have that is my dream for the baby but like you said it doesn't matter cause I will love them regardless

Jay: Yes if it is a girl man I better get my pistol ready cause these lil boys gon have locked up behind my baby I don't play that at all

Bey:*laughs* Jay you are crazy but you're right

Jay: Hell yea especially if she comes out looking like her mother she will never be able to see the opposite sex only males she will know is her daddy grandpa uncles cousins and God that's it

Bey:*laughing hard* Jay hahahhaha stop you won't be able to protect her forever she will have to grow up sooner or later

Jay: The hell I won't I'm her daddy I'm supposed to protect her from everything the boogie man the paps anything bad you name it

Bey: Ok baby I get it but calm down we don't know what it yet I go next week to find out

Jay: I don't care babe I want a healthy baby that all 

Bey: Yes me too and I wanna go on a vacation 

Jay: well lets go anywhere you want  

Bey: Lets get the yacht and hit Europe

Jay:done lets go  

*So Bey and Jay left for Europe of course the had an entourage of people with them for security purposes. They had a good time and the media could see they were happy. A month has passed and Bey and Jay have found out what they were having they were all getting ready for Solange's baby shower*

Julez:*talking to Alan* so daddy when my brother nd sister get here where will they sleep 

Alan: With me and mommy for a little while then we will put them in their room

Julez: Ok where am I gonna sleep 

Alan: In your room 

Julez: And can I play with them 

Alan: Of course you can anytime 

Julez: Yesss I can't wait to meet them when will they be out of mommy's belly

Alan: Um they should be here next week 

Julez: So next week we an play yaaa *runs off*

Alan:*shakin his head* that boy is a mess *walks in the bathroom to see Solo almost finished getting ready* Hey baby you look beautiful you ready

Solo: Yes lets get this over with 

Alan: Ok lets go *helps her to the car* Julez lets go 

*they load up the car Bey, Mama Tina, Kelly, Michelle, Angie ,Ty and Solo best friend Ingrid had already had the banquet hall set up and decorated and ready for shower. They pulled up 20 mins later and walked in to a room full of family and friends. Julez start hanging out with some cousins and kids his age. Solo and Alan joined in with talking with their families and friends. Solo's best friends Coline,and Raquel had even showed up. Everyone was having fun rubbing Solo's and Bey's belly you would think it was Bey's baby shower instead of Solo's but Solo wasn't mad she was happy to share the spot light and take it off her huge belly. She was happy not to be the only big belly in the room. They played games and had tons of food and fun. Bey and Solo had escaped to the lady's room to powder their noses*

Bey: Girllll I had to pee *using the bathroom*

Solo:I know hell they jus sitting on my bladder *in the next stall doing the same thing*

Bey: Yes mines is too I hop I only have one not two I don't think I can handle two right off the back

Solo: Yes and after these two I am done

Bey: Hahaha yes girl but are you ready 

 Solo: Yes I mean Alan is good with Julez and julez is ready to meet them so yes and plus I can't wait to finally say I have a daughter don't get me wrong I can't wait to meet my new son but I already have a son so I've been saying it for 8 years now its nothin new but saying I have a daughter is what I been anxiously waiting for

Bey: Aww thats sweet I can't wait to meet mines in Jan 

Solo: Me either ima be an auntie and we gon have so many play dates *screams*

Bey*finishing up and walking out the stall to wash her hands* Ok Solo I get that your happy

Solo: Nooooooo Bey my water just broke they're coming now!!!!!!!


Wednesday, August 29, 2012

My other blog chk it out

HEY I WILL BE UPDATING THIS ON FRIDAY BUT FOR NOW CAN U GO READ MY OTHER BLOG ITS MORE PERSONAL AND LETS EVERYONE KNOW WHO I REALLY AM AND WHAT I BEEN AND GET A LITTLE BIT MORE DETAILS ABOUT THE AUTHOR THANK YOU GUYS SO MUCH AND NEW UPDATE THIS FRIDAY HERE'S THE LINK:http://divasrules.blogspot.com/2012/08/my-story-on-bullying.html
THANKS SOOOO MUCH

Tuesday, August 28, 2012

Did he or didn't he?

LAST TIME ON THE KNOWLES CHRONICLES............






Bey: Actually I have an announcement for you both 


*Mama Gloria and Jay both look at Bey and she looks at her mama and smiles*


Bey: I'M PREGNANT!!!!!!!!


NOW WE CONTINUE.........


Jay:*the tears jus streamed down my face as I held her I did not want to let her go she's pregnant we're having a baby of our own God is good I am lost for words all I can do is hold her as we both cry* How far along are you 
Bey:4 1/2 months
Jay Already man I can't wait 
MG: This is a miracle come true 


ALRIGHT I AM GOING TO CHANGE THINGS 

UP I WANT TO TELL THE STORY THE 

ORIGINAL WAY THEN COME BACK AND 

TELL IT THIS WAY IF YOU DON'T LIKE IT 

WELL YOUR PROB NOT MINES =D

We will start back with Bey walking into the dining room and seeing Jay's face

Bey:*my mama had somethin to do with this shit I swear I did not want to see him right now at least I wanted to gather my self and dress in something sexy and make him melt when he saw me she always in my business and isnt he on tour why is his ass here fuck I hate her for this shit all of my emotions came running back to me that night those words I havent forgiven him I still hate him and am disgusted by him and with him only feet away anything can happen. I thought the talk with Mama Gloria would free me but nope for some reason I want him gone* Ugh what are you doing here 

MT: Beyonce he's here cause I invited him to come over you two need to talk this has gone on long enough 

MG: That's right and didn't you just tell me how much you missed him and wanted to be back with him

Bey: Well I lied 

MT: Beyonce Giselle Knowles make me slap some of that money out of you bank acct now you were crying your heart out to me last night and now your telling me you don't want him back 

Bey: Now your putting words in my mouth

MG:Then what is it 

Bey: I wanted to see him and tell him myself how I feel not be led on then surprised I'm not ready to see him yet and yes I know mama the papers came in yesterday but I want to do this when I'm ready not when y'all are ready *with that she leaves and heads back to her room*

MT:Excuse me real quick *follows Bey to her room* Knock knock 

Bey: Go away

MT: I'm your mama I aint goin no where look I'm sorry for setting things up like this but your were hysterical lastnight and I jus wanted you to be happy again thats all 

Bey: Mama I know your intentions were good believe me but you went behind my back and I'm not ready to face him just yet I don't know maybe it was my hormones or this baby but I'm not sure if I want him back he cheated ma I don't know if I can forgive that

MT: Beyonce he didn't cheat he only said that to get back at you he feels terrible and when I called him he cried over you what man you know cries over a woman he really loves

Bey*getting pissed* He lied to me that bastard I really don't wanna see him and I don't give a dam about him crying he shouldn't have started this b.s.

MT: YOU LIL BIG HEADED STUBBORN ASS CHILD SHUT YOUR DAMN MOUTH!! If you ever curse at me again I will slap you back to birth you got that 

Bey: Yes ma'am 

MT: Good now I will let you live your life and this is your marriage forgive me for trying to make you happy again this is your misery I love you and he loves you and you are pregnant with his child so you need to get off your high horse and work on your marriage for the sake of your unborn child. Marriage takes alot of work and alot of forgiveness and prayer. you think on that and how you will feel seeing him with another woman and go back and get your man *with that she left Bey in her room* 

*A few weeks have passed and Bey hasn't spoken to Jay nor has she seen him it's the night of the MTV Awards and Bey is super nervous cause Jay will be there and she is finally going to tell the world about her pregnancy*

Bey*while getting ready* Solo girl I swear I am too nervous I wish I didn't have to tell him like this he should know first 

Solo: Well Bey call him and tell him then tell the world like in yo dream 

Bey: I was but I got scared 

Solo: UGHHH you work my nerves u retarted child 

Ty: Alright Miss Beyonce are you ready cuz I'm done

Bey: Well it's too late time for me to walk the red carpet and tell the world about my surprise can't wait to see how this goes

Solo: I dare them to say some bs I'm goin ham

Bey: I know but love you call you afterwards bye

*she hangs up with Solo and Bey and Ty head towards the red carpet*

Bey:*to herself her goes nothin, she walks up to the cameras and stops* I HAVE A SURPRISE FOR YOU ALL* she holds her stomach as she looks down and smiles, the crowd goes crazy and the pics dont stop snapping. Nicki walks up and they take pics and she rubs her belly and congratulate her and so does a few other people afterwards Bey and Ty walk in the awards and Bey heads straight to the back to get ready to perform* well that went well I guess 

Ty: Yes and your stans are killing my twitter

Bey: *laughs* when don't they I wonder if Jay knows yet

Ty: I don't but come on ma'am lets get you changed and ready to hit the stage 

Bey:Right *Bey changes and after a few moments she gets nervous cause she is about to perform*

MT: Calm down baby its gon be alright you've done this hundreds of times

Bey: Ya but not pregnant wat if I fall 

MT: Then grab yo belly and take cover but you won't fall your routine is not that wild 

Bey: Your right thanks mama 

MT: No problem 

*they pray then Bey takes the stage after they announce her*

Bey: *music starts* I want you to feel the love that's growing inside of me*

Bey performs Love on Top and the whole auditorium is jamming out, at the end of the performance Bey puts her mic down and opens her jacket to reveal her baby bump. Jay is surprised just like everyone else and him and Kanye are acting a fool cause they can;t believe it. Afterwards  Jay followed Bey to the back*

Jay: WHOA THAT PREGNANT WOMAN LOOKING GOOD

Bey: *with her back still towards him couldnt help but smile as she turned towards him*

Jay: I am so proud of you I can't wait to be a dad this is the happiest moment of my life *he grabbed and hugged her and whispered in her ear* I can't wait to get you home and tear yo pussy up 

Bey: Oh really *she smiled hard and winked at him and went back to change out of her clothes*
*in the dressing room*

MT: Aww Bey that was soo good and the crowd is still in awe 

Bey: I know mama it felt good and Jay did you see his face

MT: Yes I did now hurry up so you can get that man home and do wat y'all did to make the baby

Bey: Mama!!

MT: Girl I know so stop you need it hell come to think of it I do too

Ty: Alright now its my cue to leave 

Bey: Me too *she walks out and Jay is talking to Kanye everyone tell them congrats and they leave and go home*

*In the car*

Bey: Jay I'm sorry 

Jay: No Bey you have nothin to be sorry about I was wrong for saying that I only did it to get back at you and I beat my self up for it daily no other woman makes me feel the way you do and when I saw you on that stage and you told us you were pregnant with my baby words can't explain how I felt at that particular moment its as if the heaven opened up and spoke to me I am the luckiest guy in the world right now and I can't wait til he or she gets here

Bey: I can't either I had a dream about how I would tell everyone and your reaction is just the way I dreamed it I can't believe we get to keep this one 

Jay: How far along are you 

Bey:5 months

Jay: So it happened right before we broke up 

Bey: Yes and Solo and Mama are the only ones that knew and Solo is set to have her twins in a few weeks 

Jay: What is she having 

Bey: Twins boy and girl 

Jay: dam so we gon have a bundle of joy and they will have two man this night can't get any better 

*they arrive home a few mins later*

Bey: It feels good to have you home 

Jay:*picking Bey up* It feels good to be home *kisses her*

Bey: Lets go in and restart our future *smiles**As Jay carried me into the house he told me to sit downstairs and wait he wanted to get everything ready for me. So I stayed downstairs and made me a snack and sat on the counter and ate I rubbed my belly and smiled *Daddy's home* I told the baby and smiled while I ate soon as i finished he came down stairs* 

Jay: *when I walked downstairs she was rubbing her stomach and singing to the baby I jus watched her and smiled I can't believe she was having my baby and that we were actually gonna keep this one. I watched her for a lil while longer and she started singing to her little belly and smiled* Hey babe*she looked up at me smiled and glowed I can't believe she was so beautiful I jus walked over to her and kissed her lips they were so soft and sweet I picked her up and carried her upstairs to the bathroom where I had a nice warm bubble bath waiting for her with some soft jazz and candles  I stood her up and undressed her and helped her in the tub* I'll let you relax I know your tired and you need it. *I turned to walk out as she got comfortable*Jay!!*she called out just as I got closer to the door* Yes. *I said as I turned around* Will you join me?*she asked in her sweet yet sexy tone* Sure will babe* I undressed and she watched and smiled I got in and she scooted up and laid her head against my chest and I just held her while the music played*

Bey: *being in his arms again felt heavenly no one in the world could make me feel this way his chest as he breaths in and out makes me want him his hands the way he's caressing my belly right now is putting me to sleep but I don't wanna sleep I jus wanna lay here in his arms and do nothing. We have so much we need to talk about but right now all I want is to feel his lips again I guess he read my mind cuz he's grabbing my face and OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!! My mind is blank right now his kiss takes me to another level makes me feel better and eager for the next the way his lips feel on mine is mind blowing no one has ever and can never make me feel this way oh God I'm so horny. I turned my entire body around to face him and we never broke out kiss his hands was massaging my ass and exploring my body with the other. I couldnt help but jump when I felt him grow hard up against me. 

Jay: *Her body on top of mines and we're naked in this water can only mean one thing and he was ready for the show. I broke our kiss and started sucking on her neck. She moaned lightly in my ear and that only made me want her more. By the time I got to her breasts I was at full erect and she knew it to cuz she lifted up just a little and I slid right in perfect fit I held her hips and we started goin. Water was everywhere but hell we didn't care I missed this woman so dam much its unreal it felt like my first time all over again. I leaned back and she rode me in the tub I guess she got tired cuz she slowed down a little so I grabbed her hips and helped her out a lil bit*

Bey: *this man know me to my soul I swear the way he jus took control ugh fuck. I put my hands on his shoulders and slowed down my srokes and he went deeper and harder which gave my body an electric shock. AHHHHhhhhh!!!. Was all I could say I missed this dick and this was the last time we were ever breaking up. Jayyyyy I'mmm.................

Jay: Come on baby cuz I am too *we both came and she laid on my chest to catch her breath I moved her hair and smiled she smiled back* I'm ready for the next round pop pop!! *type of freak am I married too* Alright then *I responded I got out and helped her stand up she was dripping wet from head to toe and was gorgeous all i saw was her little belly but that was enough for me. I picked her up and walked her to the bed I laid her down and kneeled beside the bed putting her legs over my shoulders I went to work feasting on a meal I missed oh so much. She was in heaven cuz she moaned as I sucked and stuck on finger in her then two and she started to fucked my fingers while I played with her clit. baby was tasting hella good tonight and she was oh so tight. Glad we got a mansion so that way no one can hear her scream my name tonight she was extra loud but I don't give a dam its been 6 damn months there is alot to make up for*

Bey: I jus came on Jay's finger for wat seemed like the 1,000 time he climbed on top of me but  no fully to where he could smash the baby he kissed me like never before as to say this was our last kiss he spread my legs and I knew wat was coming. He slowly played with my clit with the tip of his dick then he went inside of me extra slow. Tears are forming cuz it hurts but we need this and its good for the baby. He kissed my tears away and is grinding inside of me to open me up some more. Why does it have to hurt and why didn't it hurt in the tub hmm. He is goin slower and deeper and deeper ahhh he's in all the way. I moaned lightly right in his ear* Take your time daddy do it right we got all night and I'm all your. *He looked me deep in my eyes said 'I love you' kissed me and made love to me all night long. I know i'm going to wake up with hickies all over my body and be sore but so what I got my man back and finally he has put my love on top! 
Jay:*I love her she is the one woman for me I aint goin nowhere her heart is mine and my heart is hers no one can take her away from me
Bey: *I was sound asleep and Jay was too when the vibration from his phone woke me I looked at his phone why cuz I run this and some randon number I never seen sent him a text. 'Baby I love you and miss you and she's NOT really pregnant with you child' is what it said what the fuck maybe he didn't put my love on top after all!!!

Thursday, July 12, 2012

Knowles-Carter decision

LAST TIME ON THE KNOWLES


CHRONICLES.........




Bey*crying hysterically*


MT: O MY GOD BEYONCE COME HERE SWEETY*starts to cry with Bey*


Bey:AND TO MAKE THINGS MORE COMPLICATED I'M PREGNANT ALSO


Now we continue


MT:*Bey cried herself to sleep and I just held her. My baby was broken I never in my life imagined seeing her like this again, she's more hurt than when Letoya and Latavia left all those years ago. I wish I could take all her pain away but that wouldn't benefit her. I can't believe she's pregnant I'm so happy for her but I wonder does Shawn know and I know how bad he wants to be a father and I know he wouldn't want it by any other woman I need to talk to him and see what is going on. Bey was sound asleep I dried her eyes and cover her up, I kissed her forehead and went downstairs to call Shawn*


Jay:*man its been 5 months 8 day and 12 hours since I've seen or even spoken to Bey and man do I miss her. That night plays over and over in my dreams every night and I could've sworn I seen her last night at the show rocking out to Niggas In Paris, I swear every time that song plays I think of her rocking out. I miss her I miss the way she used to roll on top of me and kiss me in the morning, the way she held her head slightly to the right when she brushed her teeth or the many times she screamed my name for no reason at all or how she would call or text just to say I love you. Man I fucked up and it was over the divorce papers came and next month we will be divorced. Dam dude you really are one dumbass person you know she wouldn't cheat on you not after all y'all been thru and yet again you let your anger get the best of you why would you say you slept with another female when you didn't. I was laying in bed staring at the 4 on my hand, ya forever huh I will be alone forever left with nothin but the memories and every time I see her on tv I will feel sick. I felt tears streaming down my face as my phone rung. I looked at it and it was my mother in law*


Jay:Hello *sniff*


MT: Hey son how is everything


Jay: *she knows when I lie I swear her and mama are secret twins, so there is no point* I'm miserable mama I really am I miss my wife and the divorce papers came today and in a month we will be divorced 


MT: no y'all won't stop talking like that I won't let that happen


Jay: mama it's over i messed up and she's gone forever *i felt the tears rolling from my eyes and I cried on the phone with my mother in law wow dude you aint never cried over no woman especially in front of her mother but I had to it was how I was really feeling*


MT: Shawn listen to me ok stop crying where are you 


Jay: We just finished our tour and I fly out in the morning back to America. I'm in Thailand now 


MT: Ok do me a favor when was the last time you spoke with Bey


Jay: The night she told me she wanted a divorce she changed her number or something cause I cant get in touch with her at all 


MT: Ok ok ok  listen when you get back in town tomorrow call me immediately 


Jay: But I..


MT: Shawn! What did I say


Jay: Yes ma'am I will 


Mt: Good now I love you and cheer up there will be no divorce for either of you understand that


Jay: Yes ma'am I do and I love you too 


Mt: Ok cheer up I will talk to you tomorrow


Jay: i'll try bye now


Mt: Bye


Jay:*wow man I wonder she was trynna do*


MT:*call Gloria*


MG: Hey love how are you 


Mt: I'm doing great I was calling to inform you on the Shawn and Beyonce


Mg: I hope they get back together he called and told me the divorce papers came in today and he is hurting terribly 


MT: I know I just hung up with him and he cried and Bey just cried herself to sleep and finally broke down and told me everything leading up to this she's been working on her album and so has he and touring and I know she doesn't want to leave him she just wants him to hurt as much as she does


MG: True he said the same thing he told me about the other woman and that he said it to get back at her 


MT: Yes and that really tore her up inside


MG: I know it did I swear he can act like his father sometimes but I know my son and he didn't mean it his anger gets the best of him and he needs to really work on that I keep telling him 


MT: Yes and also the fact that when they get into it and she says some hurtful things to him doesn't make it any better 


MG: Yes true I just pray things get better for them I hate how the media took things and made him out to be a bad person without knowing the truth 


MT: I know that's right but listen I wanna arrange to meet up with you both tomorrow when his flight gets in I already talked to him and I wanna sit and we all just talk and let them two talk cause I hate seeing my baby like this they bring out the best in each other 


MG: Yes I agree and where do you want to meet 


MT: Here at the house I'll make lunch for every one if its possible I just have to wait until his flight touches down and I won't tell Bey anything 


Mg: Ok then be in touch and when he lands we will be on our way 


Mt: Ok then see you tomorrow


MG: Ok bye bye


MT: Bye


*Bey woke up an hour later and went down stairs to find Mama Tina watching tv Solo and Julez had came over and when Julez saw Bey he ran to her*


Julez: Hey BB *runs to her* I missed you 


Bey: Hey my baby how are you 


Julez: i'm good but I miss uncle Jay 


Bey: Aww I'm sorry but you can go play his game 


Julez: Aww cool *goes to Jay's room and plays his Xbox*


Solo: Hey Thu you look like shit 


Bey: Aww thanks that make me feel great


Solo: You know I'm playing 


Bey: Mmhmm*hugs her and sits next to her rubbing her belly* hey auntie babies guess what


Solo: Um what 


Bey: Pretty soon after y'all are born you will have a little cousin to play with also 


Solo: AHHHHHHHH YOU'RE PREGNANT OMG MY THUUUUUU I'm so happy for you!!!!!!


Bey: *hugs her* YES I AM!!!!!!! I can't believe it 


MT: yess finally are you gonna tell Shawn 


Bey: Blah i don't know 


MT: You will 


Solo: oop 


Bey: Ugh ok lets change the subject 


*they continue to talk and eventually they all went to bed. The next day Jay text Mama Tina his flight had got in at 9 that morning.  He told her he was gonna be on his way around noon. Solo and Julez had went back home. Bey still had no idea what was going the plan was to have Mama Gloria come and talk to Bey and Mama Tina talk to Jay separately that way they both can just get everything off their chests and be honest and open and work things out. miss Tina was on a mission and before sunset they were gonna be back in love and the divorce papers will be burning. Around 11:50 Gloria called and said she was outside and wanted Bey to open the door Jay and Miss Tina was already talking on the other side of the couch neither knew what was going on and Jay didn't know Mama Gloria was there. 


Bey: *opens the door* Hey Ms. Gloria how are you *hugs her* 


MG: I'm great how you doin


Bey: I'm good come on in 


Bey:*wth is she doing here and where is my mama* are you waiting for my mama i have no idea where she went


MG: No actually I'm here to talk to you 


Bey: O ok well lets go in the living room and talk *wow what the hell is going on does she know about the divorce well of course she does he tell his mom about everything wow I can only imagine where this is gonna go and I will try not to cry*


MG: Ok Beyonce whats up talk to me tell me your side of the story cause Shawn told me yesterday morning that the divorce papers came in


Bey:*dam she wastes no time* Well yes they did and we have to fill them out and the lawyer will process them *choking up* and.. we will be divorced *tears streaming down my face I tried to hold everything in but I couldn't I missed Jay and I didn't want a divorce or did I*


*Bey and Mama Gloria talked for a few hours and Bey cried and they prayed and Bey felt a lot better truth is she didn't want a divorce she was just angry. Meanwhile Jay did the same thing  with Miss Tina and he too felt better but now it was time for them two to talk face to face. So Mama Gloria text Miss Tina while Beyonce went upstairs to dry her face and they came into the dining room and when Bey walked back down she walked to the dining and met Shawn face to face their eyes instantly locked and the both started shedding tears*


Bey:*omg i had no idea he was here WHHYYYYYYYYYYYYY!!!!!!!!! I guess its my hormones cuz I am crying more than usual. How can I leave him and i'm pregnant that was not the I cannot go thru this pregnancy and divorce its too risky I dont want nobody else but him and he's crying for me oh God what have I done??? WAIT why am I the one goin thru this he should be apologizing*


Jay:*When she walked in her hair was half curled and she looked gorgeous even though she was crying. She had on one of my shirts with my basketball shorts and she was the most beautiful thing I had ever seen. I feel like a fool standing here our mothers are here and we are locked no one is moving I'm looking in her eyes and I can see her soul I love with all my heart and I be damned if I have another chick on my arm I jus wanna grab her and kiss her and tell her how sorry I am*


MT: I think we should leave you two alone come on Gloria lets get out of here now y'all two talk and make up and burn them divorce papers 


*they leave and its just Bey and Jay across the room from each other no one spoke for the longest then*


Jay: I'm sorry Bey and I was wrong I never fucked another female I just said that to get back at you I will never cheat on you I don't know its just when you walked off and slammed the door I felt somethin come over me and I saw the fear in your eyes and I couldnt back down *walking towards her* I want you and only you baby and I will never do you wrong ever again *gets on his knees crying* baby please don't sign those papers because if you do then you will be planning my funeral too cause I will surely die baby I know we keep coming down this road but baby that's what marriage is all about, ups and downs and I will be down forever with out you. *starts bawling* I'm sorry baby I'm so sorry and I was stupid I will show you everyday that I'm sorry please Bey please I knew you weren't lying I jus couldn't let my pride get the best of me but now I checked my pride and I'm done with that I only wanna be your man I wanna do any and everything for you and only you baby please lets not end this lets not let the naysers be correct cause I cannot let them win


Bey: *crying* Jay baby stop ok I don't want it ok I don't I only want you, you are my life and soul and without you nothing else will work look and me *jay stands up, and they stare into each others eyes I only want you ok only you I thought about it and I forgive you for everything I...*Jay grabbed Bey and passionately kissed her sparking the fire again.**His kisses give me life they give me strength and I'm crying and he's crying the moment is only the beginning*


Jay: I love you ok I do and I'm sorry and I will prove it for now one and remember this relationship is for two not three


Bey: Yes baby I missed you and I needed you *hugs him tight* 


Jay: I'm sorry *kisses her*I'm so sorry*


Bey: I know baby now lets go burn them papers 


*Bey goes upstairs and grabs the papers off the dresser while Jay goes to his car and gets his they come back and burn them while Mama Tina and Gloria both watch*


Bey*smiling* This day can't get any better 


Jay: *kisses Bey* It sure can't 


Bey: Actually I have an announcement for you both 


*Mama Gloria and Jay both look at Bey and she looks at her mama and smiles*


Bey: I'M PREGNANT!!!!!!!!