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Sunday, March 11, 2012

The Beginning of Love

Destiny's Child had just won their first BET Award for best new artist and they were really ecstatic. All during the show Bey kept noticing a guy staring at her. She was so wrapped up in the moment of winning that she didnt realize it was Jay-Z. So they kept winning awards nd kept going on stage to accept the awards. So finally the night is over and they're at the after party being thrown for them when Bey who is on the dance floor with Kelly see's Jay again who is standing in the room with another woman whispering in her ear while staring at Bey.

Bey: *To herself* Y does he keep staring at me? *Bey looks away fast before he notices*

Kelly: Bey c'mon girl dance wit me

Bey: My bad girl its jus him he keeps staring at me like he wants me or somethin

Kelly: O who him *points at Jay* girl thas

Both: 'Jay-z'

Bey: Ya I know duh,the player of the year all he does his play women and he's been starring at me all nite even at the awards when ever I would look around he was starring dead at me.

*See bacc in the day Jay had a reputation for loving then leaving the ladies*

Kelly: Well girl if he's staring then u jus keep givin him somethin to stare at you never know maybe you mite be the one to change his ways.NOW LETS DANCE!!!


Bey nd Kelly both start dancing with the crowd not stopping to notice if Jay was still staring. Finally the music slows and Bey, Kelly, Michelle are sitting down drinkin nd talkin. No one notices Jay slowly walking up to them.

Jay: Hey ladies of Destiny's Child I jus wanna say congrats this was a big night for yall, yall truly deserve it. *the entire time Jay is talkin he kept his eyes on Beyonce*

DC: *in unison* Thank You

Jay: Ur welcome

Jay leaves nd Kelly nd Michelle both yell woooooo chile

Chelle: Dang Bey he was staring at u like u were a butterball biscuit dam

Kelly: Ya ikr dang Bey wat do u do to men to have the fawning over u like that?

Bey *blushes* Yall are crazy I didnt do nothin but be myself

Chelle: Well whateva it is you got that man goin crazy

*Bey excuses herself nd goes to the bathroom Jay follows her*

Jay: Excuse Miss Beyonce but I have to tell you you are one of the most beautiful women in this room

Bey: O is that y u keep staring

Jay: Yes

*They keep talking for a few mins*

Bey: Well thank you for the compliment *walks in bathroom*

Bey takes care of her business then comes out and tells Kelly and Michelle she's ready to leave. In the car Bey relives the short convo between her and Jay nd is awfully quiet.

Kelly: Bey wats wrong

Bey: Nothin Im jus tired thas all I wanna go home take a hot bath nd go to sleep this has been a awesome day nd im tired.

Kelly: Ok girl me too

They arrive home talk for a few mins, take care of their business nd go to bed.

The next day they head out shopping nd Bey sees Jay with another woman nd gets upset cuz of all the things he said to her last nd to be out with another woman she was crushed. See Bey had jus brokin up wit her first love Lyndell nd Jay made her feel really special lastnite nd to be out with another woman was jus too much for Bey.

Bey: *to herself* Well I be damned!

Kelly: *overheard* What!

Bey: Well I didnt tell u the truth lastnite, when I went to the bathroom lastnite Jay followed nd we talked thas Y I was gone so long, he made me feel really special nd I fell for it now look he's over there buying some chick things UGH I feel like an ass.

Bey *to herself dam im glad I dont need a man to take care of me cuz im a independent woman.*

Bey storms out of the store nd Jay turns and notices her leaving

Jay: DAYUM LOOK AT THAT ASS ON BEYONCE SHE MAKES A BLIND MAN SEE AGAIN ALL THAT ASS WOOO GOTTA MAKE THAT MINE ONE DAY.

Bey goes home upset nd tells her mom what happen nd goes upstairs nd falls asleep. She wakes up with a tune in her head, starts writing and the goes to the studio nd thus 'Independent Women' is born. A few months pass and DC3 is touring all over the world with Christina Aguilera and Bey receives a phone call from Jay one nite while in NY.

Bey: Hello

Jay: Hi is this Beyonce

Bey: Yes who is this

Jay: Um Jay-z

Bey: O how did u get my number

Jay: Well I have connects

Bey: O well how may I help you


Jay: I have been thinking about you non stop since I first laid eyes on you and I want to get to know you I know that you saw me with that girl that time the day after the awards but trust me she aint nobody to me she jus used me for my money thas all.

Bey: O wow gold diggers make me sick

Jay: Hahaha ya they do but since ur in NY would it be possible for me to take you out to grab a bite to eat or somethin?

Bey: Well I am hungry and it wouldnt hurt to have some company to eat with

Jay: Ok cool I'll be there in about an hour

Bey: no problem *Bey gives Jay the address*

Jay: Ok cant wait to see your beautiful face

Bey: I'll be waiting

Bey hangs up the phone smiling extra hard and goes to tell Kelly nd Michelle the good news

Kelly: See I knew it Bey I knew it you still have feelings for him jus admit it

Bey *blushes*

Michelle: Well girl go get cleaned up aint no sense lookin around at us we dont have a man tryin to come see us.

While Bey is getting cleaned up Miss Tina walks

MT: Beyonce where are you going?

Bey: On a date with Jay-z

MT: O the one u were upset over a few months bacc

Bey: Yep thats the one he tracked me down asked me out im hungry so I said yea

MT:Well you know what I hope you think with ur head nd not with ur heart jus go eat get to know him and take ur time I dont have time to put u bacc together again from another broken heart

Bey: Yes ma'am

Bey finishes get dressed and on time too *the hotel clerk calls nd tells Bey she has a guest waiting in the lobby*

Bey: Ok im on my way down now

Kelly: And he's on time too GO BEY!!!

Bey *laughs nite yall*

Bey walks out of the elevator and doesn't spot Jay but he spotted her first 

Jay* To himself I know exactly who im goin to make Mrs. Carter*


Bey finally spots Jay

Bey: Hey ur on time Im am very pleased

Jay: Of course I'm always on time its a habit

Bey*smiles and blushes*

Jay: Shall we leave now

Bey: Sure


So they head to Jay's car and to a five star restaurant Jay is a total gentlemen and she is very impressed. All thru out dinner they talk about life the past the present and the future. They get so wrapped up in each others conversation 3 hours go bye and they are still talking.

Jay: WHOA look at the time

Bey: OMGOODNESS we've been talkin for 3 hours

Jay: I can take u bacc to the hotel if ur ready

Bey: Im not I enjoy talkin to you and I'm not sleepy actually we have the day off tomorrow so Im free all nite

Jay: Me too


So Jay nd Bey decide to walk the streets of New York Jay took Bey to Central Park and they sat and talked some more. Bey felt so comfortable like she had known him all her life and he felt the same way. He shows Bey where he grew up an where he lives now. She was amazed of the things New York had because bacc in Texas it was very different. Eventually they ended up bacc at Bey's hotel. Jay opens her door.

Bey: This has been one of the best dates ever *getting out of the car*

Jay: Yes most definitely we have to see each other again

Bey: I really cant wait


As Bey starts to walk away Jay grabs her and they kiss for a very long time and almost immediately they knew that they had both found there soul mates.

Miracle on Beyonce lane

DRAMA, DRAMA, DRAMA IS THE NAME OF THE GAME =D

Y'all know how we left off lets cont.

Bey: Jay hunny I know *starts to cry and rubs his head* I know but God does everything for a reason maybe we weren't ready to be parents 


Jay: No Beyonce *gets up off the floor* everything won't be alright what if you can never conceive a child now because of my selfish act and I know how much we both want children and I only want them with you and now*tears up again* that....may never happen *breaksdown and this causes Bey to breakdown too. they both jus cry and hold each other for a few mins and finally Bey speaks*


Bey: Jay listen ok


Jay:*wipes his eyes* Yes Bey


Bey:*looks into his eyes* We're gonna have a child one day ok


Jay: But how you can't *bey interrupts*


Bey: SHHH stop that ok stop speaking negative and only speak positive from now on ok 


Jay: Ok 


Bey: Good I'm goin to walk again one day real soon and then I will run, and swim, and be back on stage jus you wait nd see my God has never let me down do you hear me and we will have our own baby together jus you and I you hear me


Jay: Yes I do 


Bey: Jus you wait and see I have forgiven you of this and I have moved on and now my future is bright


Jay: You still wanna be with me after all this


Bey: At first no but over time I've learned that we all make mistakes and we all have our own crosses to carry but mama keeps us in church and I've spoken to God many times about this and he told me to forgive and move on and I have I'm starting fresh 


Jay: Can we jus start over 


Bey: I was thinking that but on one condition


Jay: Anything Bey


Bey: You have to go to church with me every sunday morning then afterwards we can still have our date nights 


Jay: I promise anything else 


Bey: And all my doctor appointments too you must be present 


Jay: Got it


Bey: Good now call your mother 


Jay: She's not talking to me


Bey: Oh I know but call her anyway 


Jay: Fine *he calls his mom*


MG: *phone is ringing and the caller i.d. says "dumbass son"* IGNORE


Jay: See Bey she ignored me 


Bey: Oh well lets take a pic then and send it to her 


*so they take a pic and send it to Mama Gloria and she called back immediately*


MG: WHAT ARE YOU DOIN OVER THERE WITH HER????


Jay: Mom it's cool she called me over 


MG: I don't believe you put my daughter on the phone 


Jay: here she wants to talk to you


Bey: *takes the phone* hey mama 


MG: Hey puddin is he lyin did u really invite him over there 


Bey: Yes mama I did 


MG: Oh but I thought y'all couldn't see each other for 6 months its only been about 4 almost 5 


Bey: I know but I talked to God and he told me to forgive and move on that a miracle is coming my way


MG: Now that I understand so your talking to him so that means we all will start back some kind of communication 


Bey: Thats great but he's on serious punishment 


MG: GOOD!!!


Bey: Yes he has to go to church every Sunday and take me to my dr's appts and whatever else I need he has to take care of it


MG: Way to go I will be over tomorrow to check on you baby mama loves you hand him the phone so I can curse him out 


Bey: *cracks up* mama you are so crazy ok and i love you too *hand jay the phone* here ya go she wanna curse you out 


Jay:*with that shame face on* Dam *grabs the phone* He...hello


MG: Ok she forgave you good but you not off the hook yet I'm sure she don't trust you yet does she 


Jay: Um Lemme ask, Bey do you trust me


Bey: Hell no but i'm willing to give you a chance to earn that back


Jay: Oh nah ma she said


MG: I know what the hell she said I heard her say it but you listen here boy if you jus so happen hurt a hair on her head its gon be you needing a wheel chair do you understand me 


Jay: Yes ma'am I do 


MG: Good now I gotta go bye


Jay: Bye


*he hangs up the phone with her and jus sits with a blank stare*


Bey: *notices* You ok


Jay: ya I'm fine I jus heard a side of my mother I never thought I'd hear


Bey: Oh


Jay: Ya she said if I hurt a single hair on your body I will need a wheel chair


Bey*bursts out laughing* 


Jay: that is not funny 


Bey: I wonder what she gon do lets call her back and say u slapped me


Jay: that shit is not funny I'm not about to play with you


Bey:*cracking up* Oh gosh that was funny but I'm jus playin you know this is the first time I smiled actually laughed since everything happened 


Jay: really Julez hasn't made you smile or laugh 


Bey: nope 


Jay: Solo


Bey: Nope


Jay: Angie, ty, julius


Bey: nope, nope, nd u know julius bout as fun as a camels ass


Jay: *cracks up* You still got it ma 


Bey: Here you go with that ma again


Jay: Oh sorry wait we gotta start all the way over


Bey: Yes 


Jay: Ok I understand but can I have a kiss for old times sake 


Bey: Hmmm.............yaaaaaaaaaaaaa NO!!!


Jay: Aw come on don't be like that 


Bey: No Shawn and I mean it 


Jay: Ok I understand that but I will do anything jus to be with you 


Bey: Awe so sweet 


*they both jus smile at each other and sit back and watch tv*


Bey:*I never thought in a million years I'd be sitting here with the man of my dreams paralyzed because of him yet still in love with him. Some will say i'm crazy or taking him back but he makes me happy he's the only one I wanna be with my heart and soul belongs to his. I know we are gonna make it and we are gonna hear some shit but fuck them they don't have what i have a loving God, family, and husband who is willing to do whatever it takes to make me happy and he has made a fool of himself and my grandpa always told me "Beyonce you find yourself that will make a fool of himself for you, you find yourself a love for a life time" and trust me Jay is a total ass but even all ass's deserve a second chance and he's suffered long enough with me and the media can kiss our ass's now about my family I know they will have something to say but when it comes to matters of the heart well of my heart it belongs to Shawn Corey Carter always and forever Mrs. Shawn Corey Carter. 


Jay:*Man oh man God you are so GOOD!! I know she said she forgave me but I'm not stupid its gonna be a while before she fully forgives and I know its gon be a struggle from here on out but I'm wiling to make it work you gave us a second chance and a fresh start is what we need she is my wife the one u designed for me and I was fool to let my anger get the best of me it will never happen again. I promise to be at every service not jus Sundays. Jay you almost lost her do you remember what you said the night right before the fight you said you will never hurt again and then u did the unthinkable. *his mind was back eating him alive* you stupid fool, man shut up ugh *Jay was fighting his conscious and Bey could sense it*


Bey: Jay its ok what done is done and we are moving on stop fighting yourself baby ok I forgave you and God forgave you so everything is gonna be fine baby jus breathe


Jay: You can sense that somethin was wrong me 


Bey: Yes thats how I knew you were sincere about your apology I know you baby inside and out I jus didn't know the part of you that got angry 


Jay: I didn't either baby and that part of me is gon never will we argue and yell again


Bey: yes if and when we have an agreement lets talk reasonably and calmly to each other cuz you yelling and screaming is not acceptable and I'm too small for that 


Jay: That sounds like a plan but I honestly won't be arguing with you anytime soon


Bey: Good lets jus watch tv I'm tired of talking and crying 


Jay: What you wanna watch 


Bey: doesn't matter *flips thru the channels* aye Friday bout to come on


Jay: Ok I need a good laugh 


Bey: Me too *looks at Jay* Shawn


Jay: *looks at Bey* Yes


Bey: I am still in love with you always and forever


Jay: I am too Mrs. Carter 


*Bey kisses Jay slowly and passionately for a few mins* 


Bey: *smiles and blushes*I still get butterflies after all these years 


Jay: *smiles back* I do too and we can both make each other blush too


Bey: can I lay on your lap its starting to hurt sitting up


Jay: Sure can 


Bey: Thanks oh and can you life my legs for me I can't 


Jay: Got and I know you can't don't have to keep sayin it


Bey: Oh sorry 


Jay: *kisses her again* your fine babe 


*they enjoy the movie and half way thru the movie Mama Tina and Solo nem come back home and sees them in the living room watching tv*


Solo:*bein messy* Sol y'all made up huh


Bey: Shut up I don't wanna hear your mouth or anyone else jus leave us alone please 


Solo: Fine I'm gone holla if u need anythin


Jay: I got it don't worry bout her


*that made Bey smile*


MT: Well I have a headache out of this world I'm goin to lay down now Shawn I don't trust you around my daughter jus yet now she has forgiven you and i know thats all that matters but this is my daughter and nothin better not happen between now and when I get up 


Bey: Ma please *sits up* everything is fine we're jus watchin tv and he's gonna help no matter what


Jay: Yes I am she's still my wife and I did this so I will fix this


MT: Fine Bey I'm in my room 


Bey: Kay ma goodnite love you


MT: *kisses Bey on the forehead* love you more *and she went to her room*


Bey: Shawn 


Jay: Yes *rubbing her back*


Bey: Will you stay the night and hold me like you used to


Jay:*shocked she even asked that* Certainly baby


Bey: Thanks I missed that alot


*they watched tv in the living room til the movie went off then Jay carried her to her room helped her bathe the laid her in the bed he went to his car and got a change of clothes (men always keep clothes in the car) and he showered and laid in bed with her watching Kill Bill. Jay fell asleep holding Bey jus like she asked. Half was thru the night Bey awoke from her dream in which she was walking on stage again. the dream had spoke to her and she felt different when awoke. She knew what she had to do. Jay was knocked out next to her so she sat herself up and scooted to the edge of the bed(she has a temper pedic so Jay couldn't feel her move. When she got to the edge she swung her legs to the edge of the bed*


Bey: *You can do this Bey you can do this you can do all things thru Christ which strengthens you* I can do this *she whispered as she stood for the first time in 4 1/2 months* I'm doin this I am *she screamed* JAY OMG JAY WAKE UP MAMA, SOLO GET UP NOW!!!! *she yelled*


Jay:*shot up* WHAT WRONG OMG BEYONCE WHAT ARE YOU DOIN 


*jus then Mama Tina, Solo, and Alan all ran in her room* 


EVERYONE: OMG ITS A MIRACLE 

Saturday, March 10, 2012

HOW COULD HE

SKIP SMALL TALK LETS GET RIGHT TO IT!!!!
(FOR THE LITTLE PERSON WHO KEEPS WRITING ANONYMOUS GROW A VAGINA ND STEP TO ME CORRECTLY ND QUIT BEIN A LIL BITCH REAL PEOPLE SPEAK BOLDLY NOT ANONYMOUSLY)


Bey and Jay got into it and well...........Bey hit Jay and he hit her back lets see how this goes


In the case of Shawn Corey Carter vs Beyonce Giselle Carter I file a legal separation. Mr Carter is not to be in contact for 6 months with Mrs. Carter until the next hearing in which I will begin the divorce process if both parties agree. I hereby call this case closed until further notice


Jay: damn man I jus lost the love of my life how could i be so stupid I wish I could take it all back now she wants a divorce possibly I can't lose her I jus can't *thoughts interrupted*


Kanye: Aye man come on lets go


Jay: as I went to get up I looked up and saw Bey's face and I saw how scared and all the pain that I did to her with that one hit and as the wheeled her out I knew it was all my fault how could I be so stupid and knowing that she won't be able to walk again I all my fault I can't deal with myself. My mother sat on her side because she was disgusted with me I know I have a bad temper but I jus couldn't believe I let it get this far all because I wanted so pussy. Jay your as stupid as they come you had the one u searched your whole life for you wifed her and y'all was gonna start a family and u fucked it up look st your wife is what my conscious told me you did this she only slapped u cuz u called her a bitch and u caused all this damage to this woman when all she did was love you I hope your happy now. All those thoughts went all around and choked my mind as I watched the love of my life leave in a wheel chair.


Kanye: Aye man it's gon be tough gettin thru this but I'm here if you ever wanna talk about anything I'm here


Jay: Thanks man


*they left the courtroom and the news and paps were everywhere asking question but Jay, Kanye and his lawyer jus kept walking to the car. Meanwhile in the camp of Beyonce*


MT: Come on baby *grabbing Bey's purse* Ty hold the chair still don't need anymore damage done to my baby


Ty: Yes ma'am


*Mama Tina, Julius and Solo all helped get Beyonce in her van, Ty folded the chair up and put it in the back, Solo got the court papers and the rest of Bey things and got in with Angie and Julez getting in too. When everyone got in there fell a awkward silence amongst them and they rode home like that. Bey had moved out and got a place that was equipped with helping a handicapped person. As they rode home Bey's life flashed before her eyes again as it did many times before*


Bey: I sit here in this shell of a body not bein able to move not bein able to scratch my leg all because he got mad. I will no longer be able to walk with Julez or swim in the ocean. I'm a loser now I know all my fans still love me but how can I perform for them in a wheel chair what type of life is that. Thank you Shawn Corey Carter you took my life away I should have died that night then maybe I wouldn't be stuck like this forever oh God why me please *the tears start rolling down Bey's face*


MT: *hugs her daughter* It's ok mommy's here and I will be forever baby


Bey: *jus cries all the way home*


* 4 months go by and Bey is still trying to get over the fact she is paralyzed due to what Jay did to her she is sitting outside and its a nice spring day so shes on her patio watched Julez as he played and her and Solo jus watched him*


Bey: Solo


Solo: What is Bey you need somethin


Bey: No I  jus wanna say I love you


Solo: Awe I love you more


Bey:*smiles* I know but I want to talk to you about something


Solo: Ok go ahead


Bey: Remember the night it all happened


Solo: I can't forget that phone call


Bey: Well it was kinda my fauly Jay hit me


Solo: NO!!! THU IT IS NOT STOP BLAMING YOURSELF FOR HIS SELFISH ASS HE WAS WRONG AND GOT WHAT HE DESERVED


Bey: SSHHHH calm downit is I wanna tell you what really happened that nite all I need is for you to listen and be my friend


Solo: Ok best friend talk


*Bey had to gather herself because the painful memories all came back to her*


Bey: Well when I hung up with you Jay was getting on my nerves and he was pouting and whining cuz I was taking too long to give him some, well we got into it and he said a woman is suppose to do whatever her husband says and I said who are you talking too he said my "bitch" and I slapped him and that when he hit me and I flew across the room


Solo: *starts to tear up* he called you a bitch I would have slapped him too omg Bey I jus can't believe this


Bey: Ya I know its too much to believe but that's what happened all I remember was waking up to beeping noises and Jay on my right side holding my hand and me trying to move but realizing I can't and that neck brace holding me back all I could do was cry, then the doctor came in and said I was paralyzed*cries*


Solo: *cries too*


*When Jay hit Bey she flew so hard across the room she hit the corner of the table which severed her spine causing her to become paralyzed from the waist down, the doctors said that she might not be able to walk but then again she might they really didn't know because of the way she landed. The media doesn't know exactly what happened that nite and all they know is that Bey and Jay are legally separated. Both families are furious with Jay and refuse to speak to him until Bey forgives him they all come to comfort her and brings her whatever it is she needs. Mama Tina, Solo, Julez and Alan all stay with Bey to help her out and Mama Gloria sometimes stay for a couple of days to show her love and support so does the rest of Jays family. Jay is having hell but he realizes he deserves it and is trying his best to deal with the criticism and run his business. He even released a song dedicated to Bey called "So Sorry". 


Solo: I hate him for this I really do cuz I lost apart of my best friend forever


Bey: Don't talk like that I will walk one soon I hope


MT: You will baby I know God told me *she was standing behind them listening to their conversation, walking towards them*Bey listen to me you will be back out there on that stage giving it your all jus you wait and see God knows what he's doin and a miacle is gonna take place you hear me


Bey: *crying* Yes ma'am 


MT: Good I remember when you were born and you looked up to me with those big light brown eyes and I knew you were special then and your even more special to me now both of you are and I know with pray and walking by faith those doctors who gave up on u are gonna be kicking themselves in the ass when you walk in that doctors office and return that chair to them


Bey: I love you mommy you always got my back and know how to cheer me up


MT: What are mommies for huh no cheer up *Bey phone rings*


Bey: OMG its Jay 


MT: Y'all have to talk its been 4 mths there are things that need to be said between the both of you 


Solo: ya even tho I hate him right now he's still your husband and I gotta respect that we're leave you alone 


Bey: Thank y'all so much *picks up the phone and hesitates*


*they both jus hold the phone and hear each other breathe*


Jay:*when she picked up the phone I knew there was a GOD she didn't curse at me or yell nothing. I've been praying for forgiveness from the Lord and he forgave me and now I need her forgiveness I don't want to lose her I need her these past 4 months have been hell for me my ribs have healed from the ass whoopin Solo, Mama Tina, my mama, and sisters all gave me and they won't talk to me until she does. Lord please let us work* Hi Mrs. Carter


Bey: *the second he spoke my name I wanted to cry I wanted to jump in his arms an he carried me away and let me this was all a dream but reality was clear as it ever was before* Um hey 


Jay: *she responded yessss* How are things


Bey: *did he really jus ask that stupid ass question how are things nigga im in a fuckin wheel chair how tf do u think things are* they're goin good for someone in a wheelchair


Jay:*I seen that one comin* Listen I called to check on you I *interrupted*


Bey: Jay I need to see you jus me and you alone that's it can you come over please like right now


Jay: I'm on my way


Bey: *smiles* thank you


Jay: your welcome


*they hung up*


*Bey rolls herself back into the house (she got a hoveround) to tell Mama Tina and Solo what happened*


Bey: MAAAA SOLOOO WARE Y'ALL AT (even tho she paralyzed her voice aint)


MT: Kitchen what wrong *they come to where she is*


Bey: Jay is coming over and we need to talk face to face there's so much to say and the phone won't hold it all 


Solo: SO you want us to leave cuz that aint happenin


Bey: Yes I'll be fine you know how many cameras in the house he not gon try nothin 


MT: NO!! and that's final he can come but we're staying 


Bey: Fine then I'll leave he's still my husband remember and all I'm asking is to be alone with him so we can talk is that too much to ask for 


MT: It is when he put u in that chair 


Bey: UGH you guys are impossible you do things out of anger im not making excuses for him I jus want to talk to him its not like we're gettin back together tonite I still love my husband he's the only one for me and if I and GOD can forgive him why can't you guys


Solo: Ma she's right ya know


MT: Ya I know baby I know and ok fine but we not gon be gone that long understand we'll leave when he gets here got it and when he leaves you call I don't want you here alone 


Bey: Yes ma'am but before y'all go can y'all help me to the bathroom I gotta potty


MT: Ok 


*they get Bey taken care and they got themselves ready when Jay knocked at the door*


Solo: I'll get it *opens the door*
Jay: *when solo opened the door I seen the hate in her eyes but they werent as powerful as the times before it seemed she hated me less* Hey solo


Solo: *dry* Hey come in
*she closed the door and pointed Jay in the living room where Bey was. He slowly walked in there it was the first time he'd seen Bey in 4 months and was speechless. Mama Tina had finished giving Beyonce her medicine when Jay walked in*


Jay: Hi miss Tina *she looked up at me in my eyes and to my surprised she smiled at me that threw me for a loop* 


MT: Hey Jay how are you 


Jay: I'm making it 


MT: Thats good she's all yours lets jus keep our hands to ourselves 


Solo: Ya or else another ass whoopin is on its way


Jay: Yes ma'am 


*Solo and the rest left and Jay slowly walked over to the couch and sat across from Bey. She was layin down with her back towards him she had her hair over her face sort of and she could see him but he couldn't see her face*


Bey: *before he got there I had thought about everything that I wanted to say to him but when he walked in the room all I could do was lay down on the are of the couch with my hair over my face so he couldn't see my face. Everything I thought about left I really was speechless* 


Jay: *damn she's beautiful I jus wanna kiss her so bad and tell her how truly sorry I am and how I beat myself up everyday because of it*


*they both jus sat there looking at the tv ten finally someone spoke*


Bey: Hi Jay *Bey had finally sat pushed herself off the arm of the couch and was tryin to sit back


*Jay*hopped up and immediately went to help be sit back* You ok you need anything 


Bey: I'm fine now thanks 


*they both stop and stare into each others eyes. Bey's eyes wandering and searching his eyes for answers no one speaking jus staring at each other they spoke from their souls*


Jay: *Bey I'm sorry is what she read from his eyes as the begged for forgiveness and*


Bey: *i'm sorry too and I forgive you is what her eyes spoke*


Jay: I am a stupid man I should have never hit you I should have waited for you to get off the phone and because of my selfish act you may never walk again or perform on the stage which is where you belong and I promise to make it up to you from this day forward I will call everyday take you where ever you need to go to the dr whatever I will do it I don't wanna rap anymore I'm retiring for good *starts to cry and grabs Bey hands* I jus wanna say I am sorry baby so very very sorry I still wanna be your husband I did this i have no one else blame. I'm gonna forever bleed for this but I will until the end of time. I love you Beyonce and I never wanted to hurt you please take my apology. Please Bey please *cries*


Bey: Jay shhhh baby shhh it's okay I have already forgiven you I provoked you and I deserved what I got


Jay: Bey baby that's no excuse I called you a bitch and I deserved to be hit I did boo your my wife and I should have waited a few mins for sex and now that I didn't we may never have sex again i know thats shallow but all this happened because of that 


Bey: Baby I know and I understand but that's in the past now I will walk again I have faith that I will things will get better for us just you see


Jay: *jumps up* NO because of my selfish ass I KILLED OUR BABY *falls to his knees crying harder*

HE DID WHAT????

LEMME JUS SAY THIS WHOEVA POSTED THE COMMENT SAYING THAT THIS WAS RUDE AND NONSENSE REALLY CAN SHUT THE FUCK UP AND THEN U WROTE ANONYMOUSLY LIKE BITCH U SCARY THAT'S HOW I SEE IT!!! IT'S MADE UP ITS ENTERTAINING I GOT EVERYBODY AND THEY MAMA READING THIS ND GET NOTHIN BUT GREAT REVIEWS SO UNLESS YOU A BAD BITCH TO TELL ME TO MY FACE VIA TWITTER OR FACEBOOK IT DON'T MATTER THEN SHUT THE FUCK UP AND STOP READING THANK YOU AND KILL YA SELF #NOW BACK TO OUR REGULARLY SCHEDULED BLOG


We ended with Bey and Jay meeting up with the Obamas at a club called the "Playground". It was a swingers club, they went to the vip section to see President and First Lady Obama and ended up back at the President's suite. While Jay was gettin some from the First Lady Bey was stripping for Barack. Jay happened to look over and see Barack touching Bey and getting jealous. Bey nd Jay locked eyes and both said at the said at the same time:


BOTH: STOP THIS CAN'T GO ON ANYMORE


*everyone stops and Bey and Jay both look at each other*


Michelle: What whats goin on we haven't even ordered drinks yet and nothin has happen


Bey: I know where this is goin and we can't get down like this


Jay: Ya baby lets go as much as I respect you Mr. President I can't let no other man touch my wife that's not happening


*Bey and Jay both envisioned the same thing happening in the hotel room and when they locked eyes they came back to reality and were still sitting in the club with the Obamas*


Barack: I understand what you mean jus don't tell nobody about this ok


Michelle: Yes please we don't need this leaking to the press at all


Bey: Trust me we won't


*They got up and left*


Jay: *walking behind Bey and holding her* Bey


Bey: Huh


Jay: I love you


Bey: Awe I love you more


Jay: You know I'm jealous


Bey: Of what


Jay: You


Bey:*looks confused* Um y


Jay: Cuz your gorgeous and I seen how he was looking at you and then when we said we're not down for all this the look on his face was pitiful  but Michelle seemed relieved a little although she didn't show it too much


Bey: Thanks for the compliment baby but I don't really care about another man wanting me I only want you inside of me and I don't wanna risk getting pregnant by any other man but you


*that really made Jay's night*


Jay:*to himself* Dam this woman is def the best woman on earth although I nearly fucked that up last nite she forgave me never will I hurt her *thoughts interrupted* Jay...Jay


Jay: Huh sorry Bey I was thinking


Bey: It's cool I miss Julez


Jay: Well that was random


Bey: I know but I do lets fly him out Solo said Daniel was thinking about bringing him this way lets jus fly them both out here


Jay: Ok thats cool when though


Bey: It'll take about two days


Jay: Ok well when we get back it's still daylight over there we'll call em up and tell


Bey: Ok thanks babe


Jay: Ur welcome i love you


Bey: I love you too


Jay: But I RRREEEAAALLLLLYYYYYY LOVE YOUU BEEEEEYYYYYY!!!!!!!!!


Bey:*giggles*I REALLY LOVE YOU TOOO BABY


Jay: *smiles* I can't wait to get you home


Bey: mmm I can't wait either


Jay:*smiles harder*


*they continue to walk home giggling and caking*Meanwhile back in the states with Solo and her new fiance Alan*


Solo: babe come on we gotta meet mama and nem at the restaurant will u hurry


Alan: *coming out the bathroom* Dam can I pee in peace


Solo: No now come on


Alan: Ok babe here I come


*they left and went out to lunch with Mama Tina the whole time Julez was acting a fool cuz he wanted to get home and play his game*


Julez: Mommy can we go now please!!!!


Solo: No we jus got here now shut up before your mom mom gets you


julez: *under his breath* I don't care I'm not scared of her


*mama tina heard him*


MT: DANIEL JULEZ J. SMITH JR. WHAT DID YOU JUS SAY


Julez" *shocked she heard him and thinks of a lie* Huh nothin mom mom
MT: Don't lie to me boy I heard you and you know what yo lil ass is mine when we get home


Julez: *feels sick to his stomach* NOOO MOM MOM PLEASE NOOOOO I'M SORRY
MT: Oh damn well should have thought about before you got smart lil smart ass boy you get it from yo mama


Solo:*not really payin attention to what was goin on* Ugh how I get dragged into this


MT: Cuz he got this smart ass attitude from yo ass


Solo: Oh well I got mines from you though


Mt: Shut up lets jus drop and eat cuz I'm starving and I got a lil dessert to tend to later


Solo & Alan: WHAT???


MT: What don't look like that I got a date in a little while jus cuz I'm old don't mean I can't get none ( GROSS)


Solo: Suddenly I'm sick but anyway mama we have somethin to tell you


MT: You not pregnant again are you


Solo: MAAA!!!!! NOOOO


MT: Oh I was bout to say but what is it


Solo: *hesitates and looks at Alan and he grabs her hand* WE'RE GETTING MARRIED


MT: OOOOOOOOOWWWWWWWWWW ITS ABOUT DAM TIME


Solo: I know I'm so happy I haven't told Bey yet


MT: Well you betta call and tell ha


Solo: You know what I am *pulls out phone* Well guess I wont have to call ha cuz she callin me *answers phone* HEYY THUUUU HOW'S PARIS


Bey: HEY PIGGY ITS GREAT HOW EVERYTHING THERE


Solo: It's all good here I got some good news


Bey: Well hurry up and tell me hell


Solo: ME AND ALAN ARE GETTING MARRIED


Bey: *screams with excitment*


Jay:*jumps and runs out the bathroom* BABE WHAT WRONG WHY YOU SCREAMIN


Bey:SOLO GETTIN MARRIED


Jay: *looks at Bey like she got shit on ha forehead* SO YO ASS SCREAMIN LIKE THAT SCARING THE SHIT OUT OF ME CU SHE GETTIN MARRIED GIRL I THOUGHT SOMETHIN BAD HAPPENED


Bey: *laughs* sorry babe


Solo: What he say


Bey: Girl he thought somethin bad happen cuz of the way I was screaming but I'm so happy for you its about time


Solo: Shut up we only been together for 3 years hell unlike y'all who was together for 7 before they got married


Bey: Shut up you know I was working on my career and other things we both werent ready but we did now shut up


Solo: Whatever but what were you calling for


Bey: Glad you said somethin I wanna fly Julez out here I miss my baby


Solo Girl its funny cuz Daniel bitch ass said he wanna go there to but when you talkin bout sending for him


Bey: Today or tomorrow


Solo: Good ok well I'll pack his stuff and tell his sperm donor


Bey: Bwahhahahahahahahah you a fool I swear I'll buy his ticket in a few mins and fax it to you


Solo: Ok that'll be fine we bout to go home anyways


Bey: Ok well talk to you in a lil while


Jay:*yelling from the background* NO SHE WON'T


Solo: Oooowww Bey finna get some nookie


Bey: Shhhh girl I'm bout to get my nephew's ticket


Jay:We'll see about that


Bey: Jay shut up bye Solo


*they hang up*


Bey: Jay you a mess let me buy his ticket first


Jay: *walks up and passionately kisses Bey* but I wanna buy a ticket to your playland 


Bey: *turned on by his kisses* Jay *moans* pleaseeee Jayyyy stopppp *breaks away* Babe I promise in a few mins I gotta get him settled first then we can finish I promise gimme 10 mins


Jay:*pouts* Aww man okay but hurry up please I need you now gurl 


Bey: Ok Jay dang calm down u big baby


*Bey gets on her laptop and buys Julez ticket she calls Solo back to give her the details on the flight and they get everything squared away unfortunately they took longer than ten minutes*


Jay: BEYYYYYYYYYYYYY*whining*


Bey: OMG WAT!!!!!!


Jay: COME ON 


Bey: *getting pissed off* DAMN CAN'T YOU SEE IM BUSY TRYING TO GET THINGS DONE U A GROWN MAN CAN'T U WAIT 


Jay: DON'T TELL ME BOUT WAITING U PROMISED


Bey*still on the phone* Solo you got everything


Solo: Ya go handle yo man 
Bey: Oh I'm about to I'll talk to you later


Solo: Ok bye


Bey: bye*turns to Jay* ARE FUCKING SERIOUS YOU COULDN'T WAIT AN FEW MORE MINS U JUS LET YO DICK RUN YO BRAIN 


Jay: NO BUT WHEN A MAN  NEEDS HIS WOMAN SHE IS SUPPOSE TO DO WHATEVER HE SAYS 


Bey: *pissed off* WHO THE FUCK U THINK YOU TALKIN TO YOU *gets in his face* 


Jay: MY BITCH THATS WHO IM TALKING TO 


Bey: *SLAPPPPPP she slappped the hot piss out of him*


Jay:*furious and fire in his eyes BAM* HE HIT BEYONCE IN THE FACE AND SHE FLEW ACROSS THE ROOM