HOW COULD HE

SKIP SMALL TALK LETS GET RIGHT TO IT!!!!
(FOR THE LITTLE PERSON WHO KEEPS WRITING ANONYMOUS GROW A VAGINA ND STEP TO ME CORRECTLY ND QUIT BEIN A LIL BITCH REAL PEOPLE SPEAK BOLDLY NOT ANONYMOUSLY)


Bey and Jay got into it and well...........Bey hit Jay and he hit her back lets see how this goes


In the case of Shawn Corey Carter vs Beyonce Giselle Carter I file a legal separation. Mr Carter is not to be in contact for 6 months with Mrs. Carter until the next hearing in which I will begin the divorce process if both parties agree. I hereby call this case closed until further notice


Jay: damn man I jus lost the love of my life how could i be so stupid I wish I could take it all back now she wants a divorce possibly I can't lose her I jus can't *thoughts interrupted*


Kanye: Aye man come on lets go


Jay: as I went to get up I looked up and saw Bey's face and I saw how scared and all the pain that I did to her with that one hit and as the wheeled her out I knew it was all my fault how could I be so stupid and knowing that she won't be able to walk again I all my fault I can't deal with myself. My mother sat on her side because she was disgusted with me I know I have a bad temper but I jus couldn't believe I let it get this far all because I wanted so pussy. Jay your as stupid as they come you had the one u searched your whole life for you wifed her and y'all was gonna start a family and u fucked it up look st your wife is what my conscious told me you did this she only slapped u cuz u called her a bitch and u caused all this damage to this woman when all she did was love you I hope your happy now. All those thoughts went all around and choked my mind as I watched the love of my life leave in a wheel chair.


Kanye: Aye man it's gon be tough gettin thru this but I'm here if you ever wanna talk about anything I'm here


Jay: Thanks man


*they left the courtroom and the news and paps were everywhere asking question but Jay, Kanye and his lawyer jus kept walking to the car. Meanwhile in the camp of Beyonce*


MT: Come on baby *grabbing Bey's purse* Ty hold the chair still don't need anymore damage done to my baby


Ty: Yes ma'am


*Mama Tina, Julius and Solo all helped get Beyonce in her van, Ty folded the chair up and put it in the back, Solo got the court papers and the rest of Bey things and got in with Angie and Julez getting in too. When everyone got in there fell a awkward silence amongst them and they rode home like that. Bey had moved out and got a place that was equipped with helping a handicapped person. As they rode home Bey's life flashed before her eyes again as it did many times before*


Bey: I sit here in this shell of a body not bein able to move not bein able to scratch my leg all because he got mad. I will no longer be able to walk with Julez or swim in the ocean. I'm a loser now I know all my fans still love me but how can I perform for them in a wheel chair what type of life is that. Thank you Shawn Corey Carter you took my life away I should have died that night then maybe I wouldn't be stuck like this forever oh God why me please *the tears start rolling down Bey's face*


MT: *hugs her daughter* It's ok mommy's here and I will be forever baby


Bey: *jus cries all the way home*


* 4 months go by and Bey is still trying to get over the fact she is paralyzed due to what Jay did to her she is sitting outside and its a nice spring day so shes on her patio watched Julez as he played and her and Solo jus watched him*


Bey: Solo


Solo: What is Bey you need somethin


Bey: No I  jus wanna say I love you


Solo: Awe I love you more


Bey:*smiles* I know but I want to talk to you about something


Solo: Ok go ahead


Bey: Remember the night it all happened


Solo: I can't forget that phone call


Bey: Well it was kinda my fauly Jay hit me


Solo: NO!!! THU IT IS NOT STOP BLAMING YOURSELF FOR HIS SELFISH ASS HE WAS WRONG AND GOT WHAT HE DESERVED


Bey: SSHHHH calm downit is I wanna tell you what really happened that nite all I need is for you to listen and be my friend


Solo: Ok best friend talk


*Bey had to gather herself because the painful memories all came back to her*


Bey: Well when I hung up with you Jay was getting on my nerves and he was pouting and whining cuz I was taking too long to give him some, well we got into it and he said a woman is suppose to do whatever her husband says and I said who are you talking too he said my "bitch" and I slapped him and that when he hit me and I flew across the room


Solo: *starts to tear up* he called you a bitch I would have slapped him too omg Bey I jus can't believe this


Bey: Ya I know its too much to believe but that's what happened all I remember was waking up to beeping noises and Jay on my right side holding my hand and me trying to move but realizing I can't and that neck brace holding me back all I could do was cry, then the doctor came in and said I was paralyzed*cries*


Solo: *cries too*


*When Jay hit Bey she flew so hard across the room she hit the corner of the table which severed her spine causing her to become paralyzed from the waist down, the doctors said that she might not be able to walk but then again she might they really didn't know because of the way she landed. The media doesn't know exactly what happened that nite and all they know is that Bey and Jay are legally separated. Both families are furious with Jay and refuse to speak to him until Bey forgives him they all come to comfort her and brings her whatever it is she needs. Mama Tina, Solo, Julez and Alan all stay with Bey to help her out and Mama Gloria sometimes stay for a couple of days to show her love and support so does the rest of Jays family. Jay is having hell but he realizes he deserves it and is trying his best to deal with the criticism and run his business. He even released a song dedicated to Bey called "So Sorry". 


Solo: I hate him for this I really do cuz I lost apart of my best friend forever


Bey: Don't talk like that I will walk one soon I hope


MT: You will baby I know God told me *she was standing behind them listening to their conversation, walking towards them*Bey listen to me you will be back out there on that stage giving it your all jus you wait and see God knows what he's doin and a miacle is gonna take place you hear me


Bey: *crying* Yes ma'am 


MT: Good I remember when you were born and you looked up to me with those big light brown eyes and I knew you were special then and your even more special to me now both of you are and I know with pray and walking by faith those doctors who gave up on u are gonna be kicking themselves in the ass when you walk in that doctors office and return that chair to them


Bey: I love you mommy you always got my back and know how to cheer me up


MT: What are mommies for huh no cheer up *Bey phone rings*


Bey: OMG its Jay 


MT: Y'all have to talk its been 4 mths there are things that need to be said between the both of you 


Solo: ya even tho I hate him right now he's still your husband and I gotta respect that we're leave you alone 


Bey: Thank y'all so much *picks up the phone and hesitates*


*they both jus hold the phone and hear each other breathe*


Jay:*when she picked up the phone I knew there was a GOD she didn't curse at me or yell nothing. I've been praying for forgiveness from the Lord and he forgave me and now I need her forgiveness I don't want to lose her I need her these past 4 months have been hell for me my ribs have healed from the ass whoopin Solo, Mama Tina, my mama, and sisters all gave me and they won't talk to me until she does. Lord please let us work* Hi Mrs. Carter


Bey: *the second he spoke my name I wanted to cry I wanted to jump in his arms an he carried me away and let me this was all a dream but reality was clear as it ever was before* Um hey 


Jay: *she responded yessss* How are things


Bey: *did he really jus ask that stupid ass question how are things nigga im in a fuckin wheel chair how tf do u think things are* they're goin good for someone in a wheelchair


Jay:*I seen that one comin* Listen I called to check on you I *interrupted*


Bey: Jay I need to see you jus me and you alone that's it can you come over please like right now


Jay: I'm on my way


Bey: *smiles* thank you


Jay: your welcome


*they hung up*


*Bey rolls herself back into the house (she got a hoveround) to tell Mama Tina and Solo what happened*


Bey: MAAAA SOLOOO WARE Y'ALL AT (even tho she paralyzed her voice aint)


MT: Kitchen what wrong *they come to where she is*


Bey: Jay is coming over and we need to talk face to face there's so much to say and the phone won't hold it all 


Solo: SO you want us to leave cuz that aint happenin


Bey: Yes I'll be fine you know how many cameras in the house he not gon try nothin 


MT: NO!! and that's final he can come but we're staying 


Bey: Fine then I'll leave he's still my husband remember and all I'm asking is to be alone with him so we can talk is that too much to ask for 


MT: It is when he put u in that chair 


Bey: UGH you guys are impossible you do things out of anger im not making excuses for him I jus want to talk to him its not like we're gettin back together tonite I still love my husband he's the only one for me and if I and GOD can forgive him why can't you guys


Solo: Ma she's right ya know


MT: Ya I know baby I know and ok fine but we not gon be gone that long understand we'll leave when he gets here got it and when he leaves you call I don't want you here alone 


Bey: Yes ma'am but before y'all go can y'all help me to the bathroom I gotta potty


MT: Ok 


*they get Bey taken care and they got themselves ready when Jay knocked at the door*


Solo: I'll get it *opens the door*
Jay: *when solo opened the door I seen the hate in her eyes but they werent as powerful as the times before it seemed she hated me less* Hey solo


Solo: *dry* Hey come in
*she closed the door and pointed Jay in the living room where Bey was. He slowly walked in there it was the first time he'd seen Bey in 4 months and was speechless. Mama Tina had finished giving Beyonce her medicine when Jay walked in*


Jay: Hi miss Tina *she looked up at me in my eyes and to my surprised she smiled at me that threw me for a loop* 


MT: Hey Jay how are you 


Jay: I'm making it 


MT: Thats good she's all yours lets jus keep our hands to ourselves 


Solo: Ya or else another ass whoopin is on its way


Jay: Yes ma'am 


*Solo and the rest left and Jay slowly walked over to the couch and sat across from Bey. She was layin down with her back towards him she had her hair over her face sort of and she could see him but he couldn't see her face*


Bey: *before he got there I had thought about everything that I wanted to say to him but when he walked in the room all I could do was lay down on the are of the couch with my hair over my face so he couldn't see my face. Everything I thought about left I really was speechless* 


Jay: *damn she's beautiful I jus wanna kiss her so bad and tell her how truly sorry I am and how I beat myself up everyday because of it*


*they both jus sat there looking at the tv ten finally someone spoke*


Bey: Hi Jay *Bey had finally sat pushed herself off the arm of the couch and was tryin to sit back


*Jay*hopped up and immediately went to help be sit back* You ok you need anything 


Bey: I'm fine now thanks 


*they both stop and stare into each others eyes. Bey's eyes wandering and searching his eyes for answers no one speaking jus staring at each other they spoke from their souls*


Jay: *Bey I'm sorry is what she read from his eyes as the begged for forgiveness and*


Bey: *i'm sorry too and I forgive you is what her eyes spoke*


Jay: I am a stupid man I should have never hit you I should have waited for you to get off the phone and because of my selfish act you may never walk again or perform on the stage which is where you belong and I promise to make it up to you from this day forward I will call everyday take you where ever you need to go to the dr whatever I will do it I don't wanna rap anymore I'm retiring for good *starts to cry and grabs Bey hands* I jus wanna say I am sorry baby so very very sorry I still wanna be your husband I did this i have no one else blame. I'm gonna forever bleed for this but I will until the end of time. I love you Beyonce and I never wanted to hurt you please take my apology. Please Bey please *cries*


Bey: Jay shhhh baby shhh it's okay I have already forgiven you I provoked you and I deserved what I got


Jay: Bey baby that's no excuse I called you a bitch and I deserved to be hit I did boo your my wife and I should have waited a few mins for sex and now that I didn't we may never have sex again i know thats shallow but all this happened because of that 


Bey: Baby I know and I understand but that's in the past now I will walk again I have faith that I will things will get better for us just you see


Jay: *jumps up* NO because of my selfish ass I KILLED OUR BABY *falls to his knees crying harder*